Monday, January 30, 2012

Commitment

Today's Pre-Season task is all about saying it out loud. Over the last few weeks, I've been letting everyone know that I'm on this journey. I've told my husband, my parents, my mothers groups, my 12wbt groups.... Everyone that is important to me.

I need that support. I need the confirmations that I'm looking great! Call me self-centred, but I want people to be WOWed by my transformation! And there WILL be an amazing one! I'm already 6+ kg down and feel awesome. Can't wait until I'm 26 kg down and feeling fantabulous!

So:

I am committed to completing the 12wbt. (I have a problem with finishing things I start.) I am committed to losing 10kg in the 12 weeks (13 Feb - 6 May). I WILL do this by exercising 6 times a week, with one super session a week. I WILL do this by going to the gym once a week and by following the programme! I WILL eat my 1200 calories a day with NUTRITIOUS foods. I WILL cut out the ice-cream, cakes and biscuits. I WILL be a better version of me!

Oh wow, how cathartic. I have started to do the things that will get me to my goals (exercising 6x/week and going to the gym), but I am still struggling with my food. The temptations are still there and I am yet to bring myself to tell my husband that the sweets will be out of the house. In my pantry we have chips, lollies, chocolates, biscuits. None of which I have touched since I started this amazing journey. But I know there will be a time where I will want to cave. I've already started on my son's toilet training bribes - his mnms. I've had one a day since the start of last week. I dont NEED these! I only have one, but I shouldnt have any! GRRRR.

The next pre-season task is all about getting the pantry in order. I'm hoping to get up the courage to ask the husband to remove the snacks. Take them to work - or put them in a container and put them in the shed or anywhere - just out of my sight! But we'll see. I have pretty good willpower, and I REALLY want this for me, and he does too.

I am COMMITTED to getting this right. Making a healthy lifestyle for my lovely and loving family.


Sunday, January 29, 2012

Motivation




I want to be that beautiful butterfly <3 I will NOT lose hope. I WILL get there!